1....what?

I can't believe it. I really just can't believe it. How is he going to be one year old tomorrow?! ONE.

I actually got emotional when the clocks were set back! Geez. The last time the clocks were set back I was in the middle of labor and I was so pissed that a nurse came in and rolled the time back at 2am. I don't know why but I flipped out. I was acting like she was making me go through that whole hour of pain all over again. Labor just makes you a bit crazy I suppose. :) Its worth it once its all over with!

I have a ton of memories from the past year but the only ones I keep thinking about are the day I had him. How I called my mom from the hospital that Saturday night telling her my water broke and i was FREAKING OUT. Her calling my room the following morning wanting to find out the news. He still wasnt born so I was yelling at Brandon to not answer the phone and focus on me because I was in the middle of my 2 hours of pushing.

Shortly after it stopped ringing, his cell phone started ringing and of course he answered it only to have me start screaming at him to get off the damn phone! lol I knew it was just my mom and she was curious but it was not the time.

14 hours of labor sure felt like it was going to be the death of me but as soon as he was born, its funny how quickly you forget what the pain was. You just remember what was happening, what was said, how the Doctor almost dropped your child. I still can't get over how when I finally pushed him out the doctor caught Bradley by ONE LEG. He almost hit the ground! I would have killed the doctor if he dropped him. I swear.

But all is good now and I'm just getting sad that my little baby is gone for good. At least we have so many fun things to look forward too.

Heres to a wonderful year passed, and a wonderful year to come! Happy early Birthday my little love.